First off i want to say, personally, superbetter is the best thing i have found on the internet. It was a safe place to try and get better without having to go deep into the hardest part of your issues if you aren't able. It felt like a place that was open non judgemental and supported health for each individual person.

But on september 10 i got an email "3 Steps to Lose Weight & Boost Energy | Free Video Series". i've been trying to recover from what my doctor told me if i didnt make HUGE changes would be "a terminal eating disorder". Trying to recover is a dangerous place in general. Then when the one place i hoped i could eventually use to put together a plan - superbetter - sends me an e-mail that just throws it all back in my face again? i dont know how to explain what that means.

i am just the pathetic piece of shit that can't get better and should be ok with normal emails like this. But that's what i am and i'd hoped to use superbetter to try help me be better than that. So please don't send me anything else like that.

Thanks.